One may come to this page in search of things. Sometimes the search for these things makes you wonder why your doing it. Sometimes you take a minute to really think. All the reason and motivation you will ever need is from the love of your family, then see how far that takes you. If your like me then there is no end. Just constantly improving my ability to protect my family. That's my job and duty.

I feel bad for all the men and women out there that shy away from this lifestyle in fear of ridicule. This life is a solitary one. Period. No one is out here patting us on the back. We can find like-minded folk to share in this but ultimately it's just the man in the mirror. Only we decide who controls the flow of this river we call life.